My suckage is magnified. I miss you all. I really do.
My Google Reader was just opened (since March) and I felt like I was home.
Facebook has taken over. Life has taken over. Time refuses to stand still for me.
But I just read a post from my dear friend Margaret that prompted me to say. I miss you all...
Who know's if anyone will ever realize that I posted something? I hope some of you do. If not.
Just know I am still here...Still breathing, sometimes hyperventilating.
My daughter starts Kindergarten in September. And I am going back to work the exact same day as her. I am dreading this new phase in our lives. I have so much guilt and regret for certain things this past year and I feel unable to change things at this point. So work it is. For now.
So. I will need a venting place. This will be it. I hope you are all still along for the ride. I would hate it if you weren't.
Yesterday was my 8th wedding anniversary. And there are some days that I can't believe we are still married then there are most other times when I realize I really can't live without him. How have I fallen so hard? I dunno. But I am grateful for his presence.
Summer is almost over. I have so much to do for the fall. School supplies for her have been purchased. For me, not so much. I am stalling. I don't want to go back.
I lie. I would like to want to go back. I am looking forward to the company of adults and using my brain again. I miss teaching.
But I am afraid I'll be missing so much of my little girl's first school year. I can't let that happen. Any suggestions? Help.
Well, off to swim class now, then a playdate. I am truly busy. But you are all on my mind. Daily.